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| great.
another history-clad day.
i thought my IB internal assessment was due tuesday..
but APPARENTLY I WAS MISTAKEN!
its due tomorrow instead...
bummer, man, bummer.
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| life is bittersweet.
dont you agree?
all these beautiful moments here and there..
and, admittedly, all the pain we go through..
dont they just make LIFE richer?
well. lets say life is a bar of chocolate.
the good and the bad make it intricately rich and jam-packed with metaphorical chocolatey goodness.
really. i think life would be a bore without the bad stuff.
and.. i mean, the bad stuff just makes the good stuff even more worthwhile..
and from experiencing the bad, we learn to really cherish and appreciate all the good happens:)
is anyone getting any of this?
hmm. am i just going on and on about something nobody else agrees with?
is this just a useless rant?
haha. i dont know.
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| what a vicious world. that would be the first thing i'd say if it was the first time i opened my eyes.
i swear. isnt it true? i think it is.
the pressure of school is somewhat on hold.. for the moment.
for the short duration of only 2 days. and after that, the steam engine goes full-speed and will not stop until the next friday afternoon comes.
i cant wait, really.. at least all my projects and tests are out of my fucking way.
in a way im glad.
well, today was emme+leen's birthday party. it was quite something.
everyone drank hard--we all needed the buzz and we all wanted to escape reality for just one fraction of time-
me, on the other hand, i couldnt drink too much because i was heading home right after.
so.. maybe ill escape reality in a more opportune time.
everyone is under so much pressure.. its crazy how all this shit is happening to us while we're only this young.
i swear.. 17 year olds are not supposed to be experiencing shit like this. and god knows were not capable of dealing with the pressure.
seriously..
well, i guess itll make us stronger in the end.
i dno.. today i realized that im only barely surviving because of my friends.
i love them so much.. i think id die without them. really, i would.
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| what a vicious world. that would be the first thing i'd say if it was the first time i opened my eyes.
i swear. isnt it true? i think it is.
the pressure of school is somewhat on hold.. for the moment.
for the short duration of only 2 days. and after that, the steam engine goes full-speed and will not stop until the next friday afternoon comes.
i cant wait, really.. at least all my projects and tests are out of my fucking way.
in a way im glad.
well, today was emme+leen's birthday party. it was quite something.
everyone drank hard--we all needed the buzz and we all wanted to escape reality for just one fraction of time-
me, on the other hand, i couldnt drink too much because i was heading home right after.
so.. maybe ill escape reality in a more opportune time.
everyone is under so much pressure.. its crazy how all this shit is happening to us while we're only this young.
i swear.. 17 year olds are not supposed to be experiencing shit like this. and god knows were not capable of dealing with the pressure.
seriously..
well, i guess itll make us stronger in the end.
i dno.. today i realized that im only barely surviving because of my friends.
i love them so much.. i think id die without them. really, i would.
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| so.. this week was a real treat.
full of somewhat high ups and very very very low downs.
but :) this kinda stuff makes life worthwhile, doesn't it?
i mean.. as much as i hate all the pressure..
it makes me actually appreciate everything more.
for instance.. this weekend has been better than any other weekend.
i feel like i've earned it. ahh.
this weekend:
piano lesson / pre-party dressing up / party / work on writing music for play / history internal assessments / burn cds for friends / go to church / omc kite day outing with sharon / nihonggo no shukudai.
yay. i can do it :D i swear i can.
ahh i feel so.. at peace. for the moment, at least.
unfortunately.. i think everyone's feeling a little depressed right now.
school is butchering everyone's sense of direction and willpower.
seems like.. everyone's trying to accomplish personal goals.
and everyone's just so focused on that goal. everything else is just a blur-
we are all zombies. we proceed from one task to the next.
project to project. obstacle to obstacle.
wish we just had some time to take just one breath.
just one- and i swear we'll get back to business.
sigh.
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